I feel like that was my crime in the whole thing, that I was a wimp.

Why can't I get it out of my head after all this time?

Why is it that since I've moved away from the province it happened in that I can't get away from it?

Who can I trust?

Why would I want to enter a sexual relationship with someone and explain to them why I haven't wanted to have sex in such a long while?

Why can't this go away?

Why are people so insensitive about such a thing?

Why can't I get any answers to this?

Why can't I have an closure?

Why didn't I deserve justice?

Why did that asshole get support and not me?

Why didn't anyone believe me?

Why would they assume I had financial reasons in all of this and then assume he was innocent?

Why does he get away with rape?

Why couldn't I've stayed in bed that day?

Why didn't I run when my instincts told me to?

Were my so-called friends up to no good by helping him get away with rape?

Why believe him and not me?

Was I not clear to them that what he did was wrong?

Why can't I stop questioning the whole thing?

Why can't I have any peace while he easily moves on?

Why are people so horrible?

How could I have deserved that?

How was it my fault?