Links / Buttons / Diaryrings Trust Your Instincts / Creator of Speak Out / Current Facilitator Guestbook / Notes / E-Mail Previous / Next / Current / Archive Add an entry My husband and I are trying to have a baby. As I sat here alone wondering what live will be like with a little bundle of joy, I burst into tears. My husband's father sexually abused him from the time he was in 7th grade until the time we got married(after his senior year). My husband isn't a weak man. He just had no control. I know you guys know what I mean. I love my mother in law to death. She's a wonderful woman, but she's so dense(sp?). She doesnt realize her husband is a pervert. I want her to be able to spend time with our baby, but I don't want him to. It's also not just the sexual abuse. He smokes, curses and yells too much. I don't want my baby exposed to that, but I don't want to deny my mother in law the joy of her grandbaby. I guess I just can't let the child spend the night. I know my MIL loves having her grandkids spend the night, but after the hell he put my husband through, I can't risk my child being put through that hell. Thank God my grandfather is already dead.
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