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2003-11-24 | Face to Face w/Him

I was with my dad today, shopping, when he bumped into a familiar face. I hadn't a clue who this was, so I paid no attention. My dad introduces him as one of the brothers of our babysitter when my brothers and I were kids. If it's the same guy, him and his brother molested me for several years until we moved away. I couldn't believe he was standing right before me, after all these years. I don't know what he read across my face, but I hope he felt like a piece of shit and some remorse. My dad was regarding him warmly, like a member of the family, meanwhile I felt clammy all over. I haven't told my family of this aspect of my childhood, so I dont' expect them to know anything. I even reasoned that maybe my parents knew, that this bastard violated my younger brother also and said something, but by may dad's reception, they haven't a clue. This bummed me out for a few hours. I hope he's having a crappy life. He stained my day. Since they think of him so warmly, anything I say will be discredited. To say anything would only make things worse, for everyone and I'd be to blame.

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