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2003-01-30 | promise

you said you
hated
seeing your father
beat your mother
blood red
you vowed you would
never
be what he was
did you ever realize
you are exactly
what he is?
you said you
hated
the way he screamed
at you
bleated at you
in a senseless rage
when you tried to please him
and ruined it
instead
you promised never to raise your voice
at me
did you ever realize
my ears still ring
at the sounds of your
screams?
when you were a child he meant the world to you
you did everything he said
and after he left
each one of you
made a promise
you never
kept
when you were a child
and saw your mother cry
in the dark
alone
at night
you promised
never
to have the same effect
as your father did
did you ever realize
you did the exact
same thing
to me?

summer

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